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MACHINE-LIKE
Today was dream-like, and I just can't feel my life anymore. I wish you were here to take me outside myself. The company of strangers is still good for me, but I feel my heart is shrinking from lack of love. I might have lost you again, but I feel I must always lose you. That is how I know you're real, that you can be lost and found again. Today I rode the subway to the end of the line and back again. I felt machine-like and that is soothing, but at the same time I think part of me is dying. I always feel there's something more to say. I wish I could find the words to say it.
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