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TAKE TIME
Do your work. Take time. Focus hard. Try to fall in love. Make your money. Place yourself in the middle of the woods. Travel. Try to forget me. Go skiing. Shoot deer. Snuggle ____. Meet new friends. Go find new foods. New restaurants. New pussy. Cook. Find new music. Try to fall in love, again. Drive a lot. Eat more. Don't Shave. Eat oysters. Do all of those things without me. And, while you do that, I'll: Get married. Think of you. Have a baby. Think of you. Get divorced. Be happy in my solitude. Be the best mother I can be. Make my money. Think. Walk the beach. Cook. Decorate. Wash, dry, fold. Meet new friends. Write. Squats. Host friends at my table. Date. Walk everywhere. Read books. Find new restaurants. Kiss new men. Eat oysters. Drink wine. But I won't, try to fall in love again. And, I won't try forget you. These are a few impossible things. I've accepted the fact that no matter who I'm with, who I date or what I do, I cannot rid myself of 3 things. 1: The intense energy that still exists between us 2: The copious amounts of love that I have left to give you & 3: The absolute faith that the time will eventually click. This is love that is aging and maturing. I have it tucked away. It is stored, bottled, gaining interest, locked up and reserved for you. It's getting better with time. Don't forget to tell your friends who have a hard time hearing that we spent time together the following: that we communicated throughout my marriage, So, I'm going to resume back to normal life now. You know how I get carried away with my "therapeutic emails". I just know this: life feels really good knowing that I have experienced true love. There are so many women on a warpath looking to catch that feeling. This kind of love doesn't grow on trees and I'm not giving up on it. Seriously though, take your time, Because I love you |