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ONE DAY
I realize I'm not what you need. At the end of the day, I'm not what you want. And I'm not who you will settle down with eventually nor be the person to make you happy for the rest of your life which I want to do for you so badly. You, despite your desire for the simple, function best in the complicated and unsure. Solidity and decisions are not your forte. One day you will find a girl that doesn't ask you what you are, one that doesn't fall for you too soon, and one that, even though times are hard, you will try your hardest to be all that she deserves. You say you don't want to give this a go because you can't be all that you want to be for me right now. I think deep down, you just don't want it bad enough. You made the time in the beginning, now you're finding it difficult to maintain. Where did that spark go? That inspiration that had you so excited to talk to me on the phone at night? Was it really all too much and you couldn't handle it? You will find someone who is able to hold that desire for you long into the later years of your life. Unfortunately, I don't think that will be me. |