Dear boy of my dreams,

I know you, and you know me, but I know you in ways you wouldn't think are irrelavent. I've loved you in silence, and my heart falls out of it's usual beat every time you cross my mind. This will never reach your eyes, and maybe it's better that way... to just let you go... and I've tryed that so many times. It's a pain of no equal to see you so uneffected by me, and my heart has been broken and sewn togeather too many times to count.

I know as I type this, that I will always love you more then you can fathem, but it's okay. It's okay, because to continue loving you is nearly all I want from this life. When the many Her's in your life hurt you, please know that i will cry with you, even if you don't see me. I know your a better person then me, and I would gladly take a bullet for you any day.

I see you in the halls and in my classes, and i love you from the shadows. And I just need you to know that I will wait for you, no matter if you never return my feelings, I'll wait. I fear what I already know...you don't love me. How could you? You are the only one to teach me the meaning of having butterflys in your stomach as of yet. You make my palms sweat, my knees shake, and my cheeks to reden with just a glance of you beautiful eyes.

Your calmness i need. Your the warmth I crave. But most of all, You are my first and only love in all the world. You are more rare then you give your self credit for, and softer then you make yourself out to be. You are so innecent and funny, your every thing I aspire to be and even more than I need. I will always love you, forever and always. XOXOXOXO

all my love,

The girl you don't see

the love letter collection
submitted 2:30 PM EST
Thursday, March 17, 2011