FOR YOUR HAPPINESS

Dear _____

I know we have been friends(good friends actually) for such a long time. But from the first time I saw you, i found something inside you that others didn't have. i wonder what was it but it always attracted me deeper and deeper inside you. Every time I saw you, I wished you also saw me like the way I did. The way, more than friends see. But then I was swept away by the storm after I was the first person you share with that you actually had a boy in your life whom you loved very much.

I was shattered from the inside but outside I remained for your sake. For your happiness. Sometimes I felt jealous and sometimes angry for not being able to be the boy whom you would love. Although I tried my best, maybe I lacked something.

Today after a long time, you are single again and I am in even more love with you, I fear telling how I feel about me. Maybe I fear losing a true friend who shares everything with me and again fear that we'll never be that close again and there will always be a scar in that relationship. But whatever be, I still love you like hell!!

~Close friend who could never be close

the love letter collection
submitted 12:43 PM EST
Saturday, July 9, 2011