WHO I WAS BEFORE I DISAPPEARED
Dear ____,
Can we please just be 15 again? I miss us and our innocence. I miss the hours of conversation in the back of my car with my feet on your lap and you rubbing your hand on my ankle. I miss the laughter of our phone conversations. I miss us jokig around for hours. I miss when we would sneak away from the others if only for 15 minuets. I miss our friendhip and the trust between us. I miss when you were the real you and who I was before I disappeared. I miss when you and I stood a chance. I miss when we didn't fight and when you weren't hurtful to me.
I'm sorry for what ever I had done that made you feel the need to hurt me so much. Most of all I miss you and the moments we created that made me feel special and made me realize you cared for me. I sometimes even miss the tension between us when we were alone. And as much as i miss all of these things I think its time I move on, I can't have you in my life anymore it's been 5 years, and you've hurt me too much.
You are no longer you, and I'm not letting some stranger walk all over me again.
Love _____ P.S.
Remember that time while in the tunnel on the playground late that night? Well I'll miss that too.
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submitted 7:53 PM EST
Sunday, May 15, 2011