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Cry
The cry of the neighbor's kid knives right into us. It's a skill
acquired from evolution. Its urgency is in its disharmonious notes
- a sharp, directed use of tone meant to get under our skin. Once
inside of us, a parade of soft echoes moves through our bones
into the ground. It's a soothing mechanism, that tells us not
to be afraid. Disrupted again by yet another cry.
Radio Song
The truck stands at the corner store, delivering milk, juice and
eggs, while its radio song throws desire desperately through the
air. This voice wants to live with us forever, through its momentary
message, until the song is over or the truck drives away. Meanwhile,
a car alarm sounds out its recurrent anxiety attack: a reaction
against the assumed threat of touch.
Cars
The cars move themselves and their drivers down the street, away
from their last parking place on toward someplace new. The vaporous
hum of their engines rolls through us in waves. This sound is
a spiritual carrier from the room that we're in now. If we imagine
ourselves transported, we will be. To an ocean which, whenever
we can remember it, is creating a similar sound.
Air Brakes
The trucks release their air brakes into a screaming pressure
sinking downwards. This high pneumatic sound is the force of halted
movement. It slides into our gut, and collects itself there, building
over time into a small, mountainous feeling. Its cumulative effect
is a weight against transcendence: an internalized gravity that
keeps us anchored to this world.
Bus
The deep rumble of the bus communicates the human nature of its
load. Its bass line stops in the middle of the block, then beeps
as it lowers its passengers to the ground. These people are arriving
to be with us awhile, while others board the bus to be driven
away. This bodily exchange makes a certain numeric sense, but
emotionally it's impossible to accept or understand. This helps
explain why new love comes with the fear that something else soon
will be taken away.
Cell Phones
Our cellphones ring out a variety of sounds, all containing aspects
of repulsion and attraction. The ring's power rests in its proximity
and technique of repetition. No matter what the song is, it's
an alarm for socialization, set out long ago as a requirement
for our species. Our need for solitude reacts in startled opposition
as these songs wind around us with their irritating embrace.
Airplanes
The airplane engines roll out flat over us, throwing heavy modulations
across the sky. Those airplane passengers have a reason to feel
above it all, though in just a few hours they will be down with
us again. Flight is one way to get a sense of perspective, but
here on earth we can use our minds to achieve a similar effect.
Imagine a world other than the world we're in now. It's not above
us. It's not below us. It's inside us.
Street Sweeper
The sound from the street sweeper is the loudest sound; a combative
roar that asserts the difficulty of its calling. With a heroic
brush it caresses all our trash inwards, taking everything we've
thrown down back up into itself. The sound of its motor reproaches
us for some error in our understanding. Trying to appease it,
we offer new pieces of trash, dropping them down quietly in its
wake.
Wind
The wind through the street trees is a barely present sound. It's
a soft underlayer of sound that touches us subconsciously, coaxing
up memories we've pushed down to forget. To everyone we left behind,
"We had our reasons and still have them." This said by the person
we've decided ourselves to be. In quiet opposition is the sound
of wind, as it pulls leaves from the trees and carries them to
the ground.
Window Fan
The steady hum of the window fan turns into our chest and joins
us there in our breathing, with a repetition that folds us into
an atmosphere of comfort. It delivers us from the distractions
of the external world, and steadies us into the place that we
sometimes call sleep. In this place our desires express their
proper importance, and all our dreams are played out for us, under
the guise of dreams.
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