When everything you've believed is not longer worth believing, what will you do?

The death of someone you love will be the mystery that recreates you. When your friend dies there is a certain knowledge you must acquire then. When your mother dies, there is another knowledge.

This is a premonition of an insight you've seen, but have yet to achieve. Like the bracelet on the sidewalk you didn't pick up, with an inscription that was too small to read.