OUTTA OUR FREAKIN MINDS


_____,

Looking back on it all now, the only thing that keeps going through my mind is that we were in fact outta our freakin minds. But hey, at least it was together, cause God knows if we had ended up with anyone else at that time in our lives, well, that would have been the end of our lives. You saw me through the loss of my baby boy, and for that I am always grateful. But we both know now that we never, ever should have gotten married.

Would I change anything? Hell no. Cause if I could I have to give up 4 beautiful girls, and those girls wouldn't have _____, and your boys, their baby brothers either. And _____'s right, screw calling them "half-brothers". They are their brothers plain and simple!!

Everything happens for a reason, I still believe that. We just don't always know why at the time (and sometimes never learn either. Thats the part that sucks). But I do know that I am glad we stayed friends. And I'm glad you married _____. That woman is a blessing. My mom thinks I'm crazy to still get along with you, but thats only because my parents divorce was so bitter, that she thinks EVERY divorce must be. Daddy, thankfully, knows better. And now, so do our girls and your boys.

Happy Birthday ya freak. :)

_____

p.s. Oh, and yes, _____ can try introducing me to that guy at her work... I saw him yesterday..... Oh yea, hook me up!!!! LMAO!!!!




the love letter collection
submitted 12:26 AM EST
thursday, january 1, 2009