MY LITTLE CHARADE


A letter to a Friend.

I know I have not been entirely honest about myself to you. But I did what I did because I do not want you to think of me as ordinary. I tried so hard to do everything you liked so that you would notice me, notice even the littlest thing I do. However, I know that one day the lying has got to stop because you would find out about this sooner or later. Sooner or later you will know that I am not the girl you made me out to be.

But the lying was like a disease. I could not stop because I wanted to impress you more and more. And then one day, I realize I couldn't keep up with all the lies. You have gotten to know about my little charade and became an entirely different person. What hurts me even more is that you fell in love with another girl.

You fell in love with my best friend. I know I maybe living a lie my whole life but I guess I deserve this. As clichéd as it sounds I really hope you're happy.

I am so sorry.




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wednesday, march 25, 2009