MY HEART DESIRES


_____, My RAinbow,

It's been awhile since you left to go back where you belong. I was left here with a promise of meeting again after a year. How could it be? You've gone to be with your love.

I am no better than her. You were of the same kind. I am not. But why leave me with such a promise? What am I to you? A friend really? You did not let me feel that way. There is something more.

With the way you touched and looked at me. Your happiness and laughter when were together spoke of love. Nothing's been spoken. There was no need for explanation. But you did. Why would you care of how I feel when you're with her? Why being with her put sadness in your eyes? And now, you left me a promise.

Shall i wait for you like you want me to? Shall I go on my way? My heart is hoping. And waiting against my will. They say that if you really want something, the universe will be on your side to have it. Well, I do want you. And I wish for you.

To see you again is what my heart desires. To speak of love untold. Beyond the limits of race and culture. Unbounded of any rules and laws. Until then, I'd always be your Filipina friend. Until then, I'll remember you...For always...

Waiting For You,

_____



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