"Meet me in outer space"

Hey baby,

Well, your probably a bit down right now. I know I will be. I just wanted to say that I've had an amazing time with you and I'm going to miss you more than I can say, or write. Its been so cool to have watched some movies together and to just talk to you without having to hold onto a phone, and especially to lie in bed next to you. Its going to be weird to go back to my room in Southampton. I now have ten cd's in my possession that whenever they are played, will remind me of you. I can't wait to be with you again. Until that day comes, be happy and enjoy yourself. I know you will because you've got so many cool concerts to go to over the next few weeks.

Tomorrow night is going to be so cool. I can't beleive the irony of it. Pants! I guess I wasn't meant to meet them yet. Maybe next time. I've put the rest of the American money in the envelope for you. Your probably thinking that I shouldn't have done that, but just think of it as money towards the Linkin Park cd and postage. I couldn't be bothered to exchange it back into pounds again.

Please drive back carefully and don't leave the airport until you feel ready to do so. I don't want anything to happen to you on the way back.

Well, say hi to the Disturbed guys for me and say how anoyed I am I to miss the opportunity to meet them and hear them play. I hope your cat stops shitting on the stairs, and Jackie cleans more. HE HE!

We're at the airport right nowand I'm just thinking about how I'm going to feel without you. Its not a nice thought to be away from you over the next few months. I know some nights I'm going to spend lying on my bed, listening to music, tears in my eyes, wishing I could be with you. I love you so much, and will miss you more than i can say in person or in writing.

Have a safe journey home. I wish I could be there for you but we aren't meant to be together permanently yet. ( in the same country.) I miss you so much, can't wait to speak to you on Sunday.

All my love,
_____

ps...I will wait for you!

[submitted 06/09/03]