Dear _____,
Love, please...I am sorry!!!
I had every intention of talking with you last night...infact I was looking forward to it: Around 10pm (IST) I thought I would catch about three hours of sleep and set the alarm for 1am so that I could talk with you. Had to set the alarm low so as not to wake up the whole house! Kept it next to my pillow...but I slept through the alarm and woke up only in the morning. Guess my body just gave up !! I am so sorry I upset your schedule...
_____ I am truly sorry...please forgive me...please please please...I will make it upto you...promise!!
I would never sulk- I never do. Believe me I never took to heart your teasing and other discussions we had...I know you are mine...OK virtually,...but still you are mine and that's not gonna change for a verrry long time!!
So....you have little hope of getting rid of me!!!! Darling...can I call you that?..I love you. Somehow you know that I do. Missed you all day. Was thinking bout you and how you laugh and how you call my name: ah! There I go again! All mushy sentimental fool that I am...but I am crazy bout you...do you realize that?
Look deep inside and you will know. Know what it sounds crazy but you are always there with me...I carry you around in my head and I often laugh to myself thinking bout how you tease me. Weird!! I better stop before they register me in the nearest loony bin!!
_____please don't be upset with me...
[submitted 05/13/03]