LIVING IN A STORM

Why is it that when you love someone really bad you cant be with them? why is it hard to tell my heart to love someone that does not love me? is love suppose to make you feel good? or is love supposed to make you feel bad? I have had a confusion because I thought that when I expressed my true love to someone that they would respond, but I was wrong. I ended up hurting my self, thinking I could have that love, many times we all fall in the same hole, thinking that we can have a life, a life filled with green fields, with perfect weather, but we end up living in a storm. A storm that we caused, a storm that we made bigger.

I have learned the hard way, losing my hopes for that person who showed me something different, all I have now is my sadness, and with my music I express my sadness, with my sentimental saxophone I show you that I loved you, and will always love you, even if I spend my time loving my memories. Time spent with other people is nothing, I wish that you could give me the chance that I have always wanted to have, all I ask is for you to give me a chance to show you that I love you, that you are my world, all I need is you, please I beg from the bottom of my heart, give me a chance, I am not who you think I am, get to know me, then you will know that hurting my heart was wrong.

But like I have always said, "you win some, you lose ALL."

Forgive me for loving you.