JUST BEING HONEST


i've gotta be honest, i think you know that.

covered in lies and thats not okay.

maybe somewhere beyond this...i hope i can find the words to say ..never again. no never again. i just thought i'd let you know..i just thought i'd let you go.

your not the man i thought you were. i don't love you and you can't make me. maybe your a god...but hey i'm not. I thought you'd know that it didn't work.

i hope you can let this go. two people. we've diverged to two different woods. completely different paths. Its not that I took the path less travelled...its that i want to take any path that you're not on.

I feel the need to avoid our akwardness. it didn't feel like i expected.

maybe it won't make a difference to you. but to me it does. you can't tame me like a caged up canary. i won't be forced.

i'm still learning things i ought to know by now. i need something more. never again. no never again.

i can't sit with you and pretend things i do not feel. like i said your a god...and i am not

.just being honest. i think you know that. maybe if we we're two different people it could have been different. i just thought that you should know.

 

 

[submitted 02/07/04]
the love letter collection