My Love...

It's no wonder why I'm sleepy... I'm still dreaming... I am not awake to the reality of the world around me... I'm here watching the pictures of you display on my screen... your smiles... your eyes... with your kids... the love that surrounds you when you are with them... warms my heart... I miss you so much...

I wish I could go home to you.... be with you every day... every night... whether its winding down with you... or going through the daily and nightly stuff about sharing a home with you and our kids.... it doesn't matter what I’m doing there... as long as I am with you.

How strange is it to want that? After all that we've talked about, discovered, realized lately.... Doesn't seem strange to me at all... seems right. Just right.

You're too funny.... You know I love you. You knew I loved you... Mmmmm...Being in your arms yesterday... holding you tight, not tight enough it seems- your warm body, keeping me warm inside- sigh- and to hear you tell me you loved me, too. Mmmmmm...How wonderful...

To be a part of your life... To be loved by someone like you... You make me feel so special... loved...sigh... I wish I could smell you... Taste you... Kiss you...Hold you... Never let you go... I soooo want to be wrapped up with you... just you.

All these years, just sitting next to you, across from you, near you...talking to you about anything... listening to you speak... watching you... making me ever so wanting to be with you, all from you just being you...How did you do that? You make me feel life... I feel so much love. And these feelings I feel... are so wonderful...

My heart pounds so strongly when I'm thinking of you... My body warms up with love... I'm living in love...I never want these feeling to end... And you know something... being with you assures me they won't.... How do you do that?

Always Loving You...

[submitted 05/22/03]