I'm so sorry.

You have no idea what I'm going through. But I guess I really don't know what you're going through either. You were so amazing to me. When I think of you I smile. You make me laugh. I can come up with an eternal amount of reasons why I should fall hopelessly in love with you. I can't come up with one as to why I shoudn't. Yet, thats just how I feel. I can't. It's just not there.

I'm so sorry.

I have never been treated better by a man. You made me feel so special, and beautiful, and happy. I feel crazy not to have feelings for you. I feel crazy. If I had my way, I would love you. I want to love you. But I can't. If I've made things worse.....

I'm so sorry.

[submitted 10/16/03]