IF ONLY I KNEW


Dear love,

I was trying to decide what I want to say to you but I'm not all that sure. You're so like me, in almost every way, it's starting to scare me a little. I can't help thinking that maybe we're soul mates; who knows. But don't you find it a little odd that we seem to have this psychic connection? Don't you find it strange that when I ring you, you just happen to be looking at your phone? When I know what you're going to say? When I'm thinking of you and it turns out you're thinking of me, too?

I honestly have no idea where to put my priorities - in a girl I have known for 6 years, or in a man I've known for only two weeks? I still can't believe it hasn't been longer. I know so much about you and yet I only met you two Sundays ago. How odd. We're not an item, and we're not best friends, but I do know that we're soul mates, that we're meant to be together. I know it can't happen right now, and that upsets me, but I'm happy in knowing that I'm slowly, so slowly, falling right head-over-heels in love with you.

Is that really so bad?

Perhaps it is. If only I knew you didn't love her, and wanted to love me, but I don't. Maybe I will one day. I only hope it's soon!