I WIPED YOUR TEARS AND SUCKED YOUR COCK


I have to tell you something. You hurt my feelings the other day when I called you. It has hurt my feelings not to hear from you for this long. I don't know what to think. I have to wonder if there is a reason behind the silence. It's difficult when you lather that undeniable charm and attention on me only to withdraw it suddenly and without explanation.

I don't think much of myself but I know I have been a good friend to you. I've been loyal, supportive and true. I have been there each time you needed me. Where are you now that I need you? You haven't responded to a single note I've sent you. It's been over a week and you haven't called. Is this the way I deserve to be treated? I wiped your tears, listened when you talked, sucked your cock, gave you a son and now you can't call me?

You call me your best friend. We have been so much more to each other. You once called me your soulmate....is this how you treat your soulmate? I'm at such a disadvantage. I'm in love with you. I have been for such a long time. I have waited for you. I have been patient. You know that you have me at your mercy. Perhaps if I could actually say these words to you you might respect me but I'm too scared. I don't want to chase you away. I don't want to lose my best friend.

I really miss you. You would laugh at me if you read this. It's only been a week but I'm crazed. I need you, daily. I crave you, hourly.

Our conversations were often the highlight of my day. I've been kinda lost without them.

You are my best friend.

I want to laugh with you again.