I STILL HAVE HER

I feel terrible, fine you would just tell me that you should be the one feeling terrible not me.

Because I have a good life and everything is going well with me...I still have her. And you always sleep all by yourself if I do not have the courage to sleep with you and cheat on all the people we both love. But I feel lonely too, because I want to see your face when I wake up.

Yes!!! it's you! It's your face I look for the moment I open my eyes... And I cant have that need everyday... I can never have you... The more I dream about you, about us being finally together...the more I realize that it's never going to happen...not in this lifetime.

So end my suffering, please break my heart. Crash my dreams. Throw my hopes away. Please. Please. Please. I wish I know how to give up on you.

the love letter collection
submitted 11:46 AM EST
saturday, september 13, 2008