NEVER KNEW WHAT DEATH IS
As it gets closer to a day i get more upset. I noe i hate the feelings i hav at the moment. It isn't that easy to miss someone and i realize only after meeting you that i m no longer strong at heart. At moment like this, i just wish love was never there, because the pain wouldn't be this much...Really missing him is so painful that i feel i will die anymoment.
How i wish
you could know everythin bout this..I have always feared bout death, heard
death is scary, cruel and cold but now i think i never knew what death
is, i only know what is leaving you and how it feels to have him no more...touch
wood! And after all these, for when he will leave me, i will have my death