I miss you. I keep thinking about the last time we made love. I miss your arms around me, your hands all over me. I miss the feeling of your lips on my neck, your tongue tracing circles, your teeth taking bites. I miss the way your skin feels when it rubs against mine, how your fingers run through my hair.

I have been trying not to think about you but every night as I fall asleep I think about how I wish I could be falling asleep next to you. Umm I know you think our relationship is fine the way it is, but I am so frustrated, I hate not being around you everyday. I hate worrying about you falling in love with someone else. It makes me sad that you are happy being apart from me, and that you don’t think this all sucks.

Well I love you, I will be understanding to the fact that you don't have your phone or your car. I miss you, I want you now, now, now, now, I hate this, come on, I see random strangers ten times more often than I see you, and you are my best friend, the love of my life, my soul mate. If I whine a little more you think you will tell me how much you love me. I wish I didn't stress you out, I wish you felt the same way as me. But I know someday you will.

Well my sexy lover, I wish I was doing you right now, or at least cuddled up next to you. I love you, I love you more than anything in the world. I love you (And I like you too)

 

 

[submitted 11/10/03]