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I CHOOSE THIS This poor heart is devastated, lying on the ground of my soul, crying. The puddle made by its tears reflects your image... in my soul. My eyes are here but they're confused. Everywhere i look it seems to be there, and i see you here. Temperature is almost to 30° but I almost feel the cold fantasizing with me being there... I don't know what happens. My hands keep on tracing all your letters, and my arms want to hug my own body by the need of having you here, my love. I can't distract... i will never get distracted from you, and in fact i don't want. I want to keep your bittersweet memory going all around my mind. Today is today... and tomorrow will be another day full of pain and cries, but i don't care. I choose this life, in which the prize is the biggest happiness of my life, You. Living is torturing because everytime i blink i'm closing my eyes, and there you are, and there i am. We're together in my mind. We're happy, the sun is shining around us, and the dark tunnel has been closed forever. There i'm crying of happiness, you call me "Super wife", you smile at me and say you're proud of being mine. All that happens in a second. And when i open my eyes, all is gone even you keep being there. Everywhere of me. All i look at is impregnated of you... All my house, outside too. I drown in the aroma of you, It's a drug which i'm addicted to. The sweet moments we passed, the bad ones too. All is stuck, I can't let it go. I DON'T WANT. I want to grasp on you forever. I don't care what they say, i live for you. YOU AND ME, TOGETHER FOREVER. - THIS IS MY MIND - YOU ARE MY NEW RELIGION - ++I LOVE YOU MADLY AND I'M PROUD OF IT++
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