I DON'T THINK I COULD JUST HIT AND RUN


I am very happy with my marriage, and I thought I had gotten through the unfaithful stage, it was that rebel part resisting being tied down. The problem lies in YOU. Damn _____, I have always had a fierce addiction to you. Your incredibly special to my world. This also presents a newer problem when dealing with you. I don't think I could just hit and run, does that make sense? Basically I would have to conduct some kind of relationship with you.

To tell you the truth I am afraid what my feelings would be (which means I already know). What if they tell me that I married the wrong woman? I don't know if I could take that. I probably would want nothing to do with either of you.

There is a huge hole in me now that you have come back into my world, but I also feel the fires, long ago reduced to simmer, burning out of control. As much as I hate to admit it you have me by the throat emotionally, I can't be cold unless provoked. You aren't provoking me.

I feel dirty for letting my guard down!

Let me know what you're thinking. Are we going to elope?



the love letter collection
submitted 12:25 PM EST
friday, april 4, 2008