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GOODBYE
MY ANGEL In case you have not realized yet, this is a letter of confession; a confession of the loving sentiment which you have inspired in me. I ask for your indulgence if you should be offended by the declaration of my sentiment, but should you be angry at a sentiment, which you have alone caused to exist? Can it a crime to have appreciated your charming feature, your enchanting grace, and that touching candour? Remembering the first time your eyes met mine, it is as if your soul passed into mine. It was then; you have forever stolen my heart from me. Days I thought of you, nights I dreamed of you, anything that resembled that slightest idea of you, I loved with my most affection, but when compared to you, they all become meaningless. Your diving beauty was eternally burned into my soul, and I knew then I have only existed for you. I am certain that your love is like air to me, without it, I would suffocate and perish. As painful as for me as it can be, I dared not to show my true feeling towards you, for you are the Goddess whom I adore and respect the most. I thought perhaps time could weaken my feelings for you, but how wrong I was! My love for you is beyond my own understanding, beyond time and space. My love for you can only increase one thousand fold each passing day. I then tried to put the insurmountable obstacle of absence between you and me. Through more painful than death itself as it took my sole and only happiness from me, I bared it. And for sometime I thought I have succeeded, I thought I was finally able to resist your charm, but the truth is that I have only buried my love deep inside my heart, waiting o explode at the first sight of you. Just as my tranquil mind has returned to me, fate has brought you to me again, all my resistance melted away at the first sight of you, and that burning passion which has once tormented my every waking moment was ignited again, stronger that ever. I had finally understood that a life without your love is not a life worth living. I was wrong to have hide my loving sentiment from you, and I will not, can not forgive myself if I passed through life without confessing my love to you. I would hate myself for eternity, and unable to love anything but you, as my love have forever left me to be with you. It is now that I have gathered all my courage and strength and finally wrote this letter to you. I do not expect anything from you, except for you to know that there will always be a person who loves you as much as a person can ever be loved. Good bye my angel. (Forgive me for not signing this letter) The person who loves and adores you the most 21/02/2004
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