GONNA BE TOUGH TIMES


I don't think you have any idea how much I really do love you.

When you are near me you make me feel unlike any other feeling I have ever known. I can't really explain, it's more than words can express. All I know is I never wanna leave that feeling go. I never wanna leave you go. You are everything I have ever wanted and so much more. I never thought that in a million years I could find the perfect one and here I am in your house and I know you are that perfect being, you are the perfect one for me. You are so perfect in so many ways I am unworthy of your love. I have to be the luckiest person in this entire universe to be with you. Poor saps before who let you go, big mistake: one I never plan on making myself, I love you far beyond forever and I will keep you as long as you'll have me.

I wonder if you are getting tired of me yet?? I could be with you from now till forever and enjoy every last second we have. I love laying down with you at night and holding you close to me. I can't get enough of you layin there all sexy and cute and thinking all the time, "Damn, I can't believe how in love I am and she loves me back, we have so much, I never wanna let go" and when you are sitting on the other side of the room, I want you next to me so bad, yet I love sitting over there and looking over at you, your smile and the way you look back usually saying "what?" I just love you and when I say thats what I am thinking, thats really what's going through my head. I am just happy to be here with you!!

I know we have both thought a lot about our future together concerning the kids. I have no worries. I mean there are gonna be tough times trying to explain to them some things ... I love you and I love your kids and I know other ppl will see all the love we all share. I just hope you know that I love you and yes huney it scares me b/c without you I would be......well, I would be nothing; I never wanna be without you. I need you in my life, you have shown me that dreams really do come true. You are my dream come true!!!! I love you!!! I hope you never forget that.

Always and Forever, ____