FINAL FAREWELL

Three months ago you broke my heart. Our baby died and you never said sorry. our love died and you never said sorry. So fuck you, for never saying sorry. Sorry would save me from the pain that i am in. Sorry would save me from the pain i will always be in. You moved all your stuff out and then moved on. got a new girl already. Too bad that i am way cuter than her, and all of your friends say so. And too bad that all of your friends have run through her too.

HAHA. I want to laugh at you as you hurt. Like you have for me for so long. This is my final farewell, or maybe my final fuck you. You can't have me back now, after i wanted you back for so long. Feels good to have the power doesn't it? Êor does it? You broke my heart, now i am braking yours. Spend the day alone this year, it is kind of self-fulfilling. Not really, but i will pretend, just so that you can feel what i feel, then maybe we can talk. But not really, just wanted to give you some false hope, like you gave me.

Feels good doesn't it. Feels good to know that i love you enough to make you feel like shit. Love, isn't that what you called it when you just walked out of my life and could not even return my phone calls. Wasn't that what you called it when you knocked me up and told me deal with that on my own. When you laid in my bed and fucked another girl, love isn't that what you called it? LOVE?