CAN'T FORCE YOUR VISION

What the hell happened??

I guess i mishandled everything, but either way its over.

I was honest with you from the beginning: i told you i wasnt prepared to get serious, but as always those words are always so meaningless to those who so yearn for that connection.

The last few months we spent fighting, or basically me feeling angry and upset at you for your arrogance, snide comments, underhanded insults, jealousy, demands, and pressure.

I can't do it anymore. Nothing that starts with such debauchery is meant to last, anyway.

I'm still angry at you, yo. You didnt have to leave me such a nasty message and tell me never to call you or message you ever again or that i'm a horrible fucked up friend.

I've been there for you since you decided to end your marriage; i witnessed your tears and soothed your soul whenever you needed it. I tried to be there for you, but you just kept wanting more and more. Maybe i screwed up but i never meant for it to get so deep. From the beginning, i felt pressured and bullied by you.

You can't force your vision of your utopia on other people - life just doesnt work that way. It makes you seem so selfish.

If you dont want to talk to me, thats fine. I'm not into chasing people like that. Have a nice life, but what you said still hurts. I didnt shit on you at all - i just didnt become what you wanted me to become. You really need to be alone for a while and figure yourself out.

Maybe we'll talk soon enough, but that was one screaming message too much. I'm a man, a person, a human being, and nobody has the right to treat me like that. So later, then, if thats what you want, then i accept it...good luck in your life.

Peace.