Yes, our relationship is developing us for each other- forever.

Yes, slavery is when you belong to someone so completely that you realize you are born to serve that soul. It your raison d’etre. It's the feeling I have for you. No, your love would not blind me to this obvious fact. Yes, you do have the right to treat me any whatever way you want...just that, I take it badly most of the times but I am learning fast! Independent...yes I am...dependent "in" you.

Whistle! Hey I can't even do it right! But if you like this, I won't bother to learn. This is a first. No one ever told me that before...but then no one ever made me feel the way you do, anyway!

I am happy that you enjoy my "other" sides as much as my physical self. One thing that emerges is that we talk so much and share deep emotions and thoughts probably because we are not physically as close as we want to be. You did comment that you share much more with me than you did with your former "slaves"...

Now, there can be two things working here...one, you are becoming lax in keeping your slave in place and two (which is the truth), I am a very special slave...one of a kind (which anyway I am!), never to be duplicated again..never to be available again...so you treasure me far more than anything else that ever gave you as much joy in possessing it. I will take good care of you.

About the flowers...yes for an illogical, momentary lapse of reason, I did indeed think that it was from you. It was a pleasurable moment...time froze and it was magical. I am not saying this because I have a flair for hyperbole. That's what happened for those few second before logic returned.

But, no regrets. They would remain with me forever.

[submitted 05/13/03]