A LITTLE CAUGHT UP


To Him,

We met our freshman year of college. I was already in a relationship with my high school sweetheart and I would have sworn that me and him would never break up so I told you that you didn't have a chance.

However I thought you were cool so we became friends. I'd bump into you on an occasional basis and our conversations would be memorable to me. Then all of sudden I realized I liked you...Wait a minute...I like you? How could this happen? I have a man already.

But then I didn't like you. But then before I knew it I liked you again. You were the type to get your way with all the girls so I never thought you'd consider me after I shut you down only a year ago.

But now you are telling me you want me?! I didn't expect that. Now you are telling me that you want to be my man...that you will take care of me and want to be there for me even if I do have a man? O my God...I don't like to say his name in vain...but what am I going to do now. I was so sure that the love of my life was the guy I have spent over 3 years with...however things are becoming more complex than that. And I don't know if he's the one anymore. I don't believe it as strongly as before. Especially when you come around.

So I only have two choices: Stay away from you and be with my man...or grow closer to you only forgeting about my man. I'm still young and I something in me wants you bad...but I don't know...there is nowhere to hide from you. You are just there.

Still contemplating.

Still confused.

But you got me a little caught up I must admit.

Sincerely,

the one you wish you cud have...




the love letter collection
submitted 1:04 PM EST
sunday, january 11, 2009